I´M NOT AFRAID OF FEAR ANYMORE

That summer marked a before and after in my life. After waiting for years, in only a few months, I finally had everything I wanted. However, it was there, when I thought I was at my highest moment, that I hit the ground like never before. Within weeks, a sense of dissatisfaction began to grow inside of me, and I began to have severe anxiety attacks. I felt in constant danger and my thoughts and emotions became uncontrollable. As if that wasn’t enough, a couple of months later, my sister was diagnosed with a very aggressive cancer and we started a long process of tests, chemo sessions and operations. I was so scared. It was there, in my darkest night, that faith found me and gave me wings. It became my weapon against despair and changed the perspective I had of God. And this is what I want to share with you. How faith made me see amazing things in the midst of difficult and painful journeys.